We girls, sometimes we think too hard about some small things coz we are too care.
Memang kadang-kadang sampai benci diri sendiri.
Kenapa aku gemuk?
Kenapa aku gelap?
Kenapa aku tak tinggi?
Kenapa aku bukan anak orang kaya?
Kenapa.. kenapa.. kenapa...
Ayat last sambung dalam hati " ....macam orang lain. :( "
Sometimes yang menjatuhkan diri kita tu adalah diri sendiri.
Suka sangat compare diri dengan orang lain.
Kan??
Me too sometimes.
But when i look at the bright side, I'm not that sucks actually :)
I still have the height that suits me, I still have that curvy body that many skinny girls are dying to get, that they think it's beautiful.
I still have my life, the chance to breathe the air.
I still got the chance to study in university.
Ramai orang yang sedih sebab tak dapat sambung study.
So I should be grateful about it.
Sometimes i think that my sawo matang skin is too dark and ugly, and i think that a really fair skin is the real beauty.
But for European girls, they adore asian skin tone like me. Coz they feel that their fair skin are pale.
Sometimes I blame my physical for things that I couldn't get.
When I got into that situation, I will feel terrible.
I'll feel sad.
I feel have the thought that " Nobody's gonna like me, and love me. I don't have the features that every boys wants. "
But after some times I realized.
The true beauty is inside of my heart.
The true beauty is the good deed I do secretly.
It's not makeup or my clothes that shows my true beauty.
It's my true self that's beautiful.
I realized that my biggest mistake was comparing myself with others.
I'm a woman.
A woman can stand the period cramps and migraine every months.
A woman can get pregnant, can carry 3 - 4 Kg's of her baby inside her all the time in 9 months.
A woman can stand the pain of giving birth which is 2nd most painful feeling in world human history, being cut with scissors to give birth to her husband's child, just for her husband that she loves so much.
A woman can stand the hotness of covering aurah under sunshine just to make sure that her father, husband, and her male siblings do not get to carry her sins of not covering up.
A woman can do two multiple jobs non-stop at the same time- being an employee, a wife, a mother, a cook, a dishwasher, a washing machine, a fairy-god-mother that tells stories and recites surahs before her children sleep, a teacher.
Behind every successful man is always a woman.
Behind every successful woman is HERSELF.
I'm proud to be a woman.
I might need a man to love.
But I'm okay when I already have myself, my family, and my friends.
"Fly high..
You may need a flock of birds to be flying with.
But if they all gone earlier than you,
and you had broken your own wings,
sometimes you have to push yourself harder.
Sometimes you need to fly with your own broken wings.
Coz the strongest bird flies solo :) "
-Qylla Ariffin
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